Monday, November 05, 2007

A real-ish post!

I took advantage of my free movie ticket last night (a luxury that the Liquor Business allows) to go see "Into the Wild."

This past week has been really hard for me; i've been extremely stressed out with planning logistics for my move to Australia. The hoops that they make me jump through to get a visa, and the chest x-ray, and the passport copies, and the forms, AND I CAN'T HANDLE IT.

I've been feeling really out of control; like relationships, decisions, people, family, and even every day activities are moving by me at a speed that i leaves me far behind. Its a disconnect i feel from everyone around me; like if i screamed for help no one would hear me. And at the moment, i don't need help; but i do need support i am not a very good swimming and there is fierce under tow. I envy the people who have the ability to talk about their problems openly; i want mine to be like a sitcom. Funny. Awkward. if possible involving a picnic. Solvable in thirty minutes. I want an eclectic group of cast members: Miranda from Sex in the City; Chandler from Friends; Paul & Jamie from Mad About You; Pacey from Dawson's Creek; and possibly the entire cast from Freaks and Geeks except maybe Busy Phillips.

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