Monday, September 13, 2010

My very first blog post. Titled "I suck"

So this week, the SITS girls suggest you do a weekly series of posts to jump-start one's blog. Day one is reposting the very first post on your blog. To be honest, I am not sure why I am participating, I haven't actually been in a blogging slump of late. Maybe it's just to gear up for nablopomo in November. But regardless. I give you my very first post:

Copying Alli, because well, she's too cool not to copy.
I feel a little panicky. Should i be stressed for exams? i mean i know i should, but why am i not? because i have given up hope. i suck. my grades suck, and well, i am trying pretty damn hard, so why not just say, "screw it, this is the best i can do..." because it isnt the best i can do. oh well, as my bazooka gum wrappers keep telling me, "If at first you don't suceed, deny you were trying at all"
Yup, a post riddled with dissatisfaction on my academic performance in my first semester of college. (the date, if you're wondering, of this blogging debut was 3 December 2003.). This post does quite accurately some up my college career of feeling inadequate and out of place. Not knowing how to do better or fit in more but feeling like there must be more to the college experience than I was getting.

1 comment:

  1. Stopping by from SITS... didn't participate today, because I already had a post up...I seem to always miss this stuff :) I'm in awe that you've been blogging so long, as I've only been blogging since December!

    I struggled with fitting in at the beginning of college as well. After two transfers and a major switch, I'd found my niche by the time I graduated, but it was a struggle! Imagine knowing what you want to do with the rest of your life at 18....still trying to figure that out 15 years later :)